Wednesday, March 23, 2005

bAcK iN aCtIoN ^.^V

I'm back!!! wahahahaha.. has been missing for quite sometime le.. rushing for submissions.. aunt's big day.. n stuffs.. haha.. tomolo will be the final of the six months project.. the PRESENTATION.. i haf to admit.. the work i produced dun seems to be half a year's hard work.. so i dun expect much..had my intech test today.. erm.. SERIOUSLY.. i did not study.. so wateva i got.. is all plain luck.. of cos.. i dun GUESS my way thru.. but is all basic knowledge.. i dun mean anything.. i'm not here to boast abt tis.. n i feel dat.. we sholudn't feel SO competitive among ourselves.. competition is good.. BUT to a certain extend will do..

erm.. the week has been a smooth one so far.. n i hope it will get EVEN beta as days goes.. keke.. holis r on thier way.. soo... grab hold on it.. before it slips away.. wondering wat shld i do during holis.. slack?? i realli hope to.. but i'm broke.. so.. muz.. get some part-time job to make days easier to passed.. and some xtra $$ for rainy days..

-tots for da day-
wheneva.. i'm pissed off by some1 or had a tiff.. after everything is cool down.. i will reflect on wat had happened.. it will be so much beta.. if there's someone.. to be beside me all the while..saw wat had happened.. n tell me whether did i done anything wrong.. i hate.. misconceptions.. n i'm doing it.. hate it man.. why m i becoming more confused than before.. i dun noe wat i exactly expect in the end of everything.. but i'm movin ahead before clearing the air.. sigh.. is dat difficult to trust someone.. i used to tink is a simple task.. but.. sometimes.. things make me haf doubts abt it.. probably.. i dun noe dem well ba.. or maybe.. myself too.. haha..i cant carry on tis way le.. or i will lose the cheerful n bubbly me liao.. haahahaa..wake up vanie!! @.@?! keke.. anyway.. i'm here to infom my dearies out there.. i trust u guys.. break tis bond by hurting me.. u wun like the cold side of me.. dun let me used the word hate on u.. it will be bad.. i tried to hate.. but i failed.. cos i dun give up on relationships (be it frienz or family) easily.. so dun try to be the first.. hahaa.. feeling scared abt hurting me?? haha.. dun worry.. i'm not easily hurt.. when i'm do.. dat means is REAL bad.. haha..